Shaken to Surrender: What Happens When God Won't Let You Go

She survived the Haiti earthquake. Battled suicide three times. Got diagnosed with ovarian cancer at 46. And she will tell you — every single shaking was for her good. Aahmes Kubicki's story is not about what she went through. It is about who met her there. The divine appointment that set Dr. Tabatha free from a spirit of depression Aahmes's story: three suicide attempts, an affair, a double life — and the woman God sent to find her The text message that arrived at the exact moment she had her antidepressants in her hand Haiti 2010 — how the earthquake that killed 300,000 people became her turning point Stage one ovarian cancer at 46 — and how she chose faith over fear Her mom's stage four kidney cancer diagnosis five days later What it means to be shaken to a place of surrender The bus ride that changed everything — and what Dr. Tabatha's progesterone did for her Why community is not optional — it is how God designed us to survive Aahmes's upcoming book: Shaken to Surrender Aahmes Kubicki → @aahmes_kubicki "A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for a time of adversity." — Proverbs 17:17 TIMESTAMPS 00:00 — The text message that saved her life 00:31 — Welcome to Fast to Faith 01:00 — Dr. Tabatha at Focal Studios — a divine friendship 03:32 — How Dr. Tabatha met Aahmes — and what happened next 04:46 — "Krabby Tabby" — the childhood lie that became a spirit of depression 05:36 — Aahmes's side of the story — divine appointment 07:12 — Hormone Tame: the multivitamin that fills every gap 09:24 — Growing up in the church without knowing Jesus 10:45 — Her dad's cancer at 42 — and how she ran from God 12:17 — From angry at God to escorting — a double life 13:03 — The power of a praying mom 13:39 — The woman at the party — the text that saved her life 15:31 — Haiti 2010 — the missions trip that changed everything 16:27 — The earthquake that killed 300,000 — and spared her 17:38 — When your faith gets tested right after it's renewed 18:55 — The next earthquake: stage one ovarian cancer at 46 19:52 — Her mom diagnosed with stage four cancer five days later 21:20 — Fear or faith — there is always a moment to choose 22:10 — Allowing yourself a moment of humanity before choosing faith 24:04 — Why community is not optional — iron sharpens iron 26:06 — "We were never created to do this alone" 26:46 — The bus ride — Aahmes after surgery, Dr. Tabatha beside her 28:19 — Surgical menopause and what nobody prepared her for 29:17 — The progesterone on the bus — and the sleep that followed 32:06 — Shaken to Surrender: the book 35:04 — Panning for gold — the beautiful picture of surrender 36:51 — Closing: Proverbs 17:17 Get the He Sees Her 24-day Advent journal Fast to Faith is hosted by Dr. Tabatha Barber — OB/GYN, functional medicine physician, and founder of the Fast to Faith Sisterhood and Coaching Academy.